A Personal Apology - 340.21
Posted: Tue Jul 21, 2015 4:28 am
Silas Vir'n, whom you already know is my mentor, has informed me of my wrongdoings OOCly. While I've been somewhat tolerable as a human with my antics and shenanigans ICly, it became another thing when OOC tendencies started to flourish and I was carried away with my actions that I bothered others and disrupted RP. I feel I owe more than just Silas an apology for my actions, but the community as a whole.
I've been a member of the community for 5 months now, and that is surely long enough for me to understand that rules and policies of JEDI, which I absolutely respect, despite my actions. I feel I've grown extremely comfortable here, but I've let my habits become a problem. I hate, and I mean absolutely hate hearing that my actions have caused stress, and I'm working right now to nip the problem at the bud. No doubt, it'll take just a little bit of time to transition, but I promise that I'll do my best to reflect these changes on-server and elsewhere.
My problem stemmed from a few small habits here and there, an OOC PM, some actions in game here and there, but as time went on and I grew comfortable, it was just that: I was too comfortable. Nobody had approached me on the subject before, even though they shouldn't have had to considering I should have known what I was doing was wrong. I've always like making people laugh, but sometimes too much silliness is just immersion-breaking and annoying, and I do recognize that.
I love JEDI without a second thought or hesitation, and to harm the thing I've loved for what seems like such a short time, but in reality was actually quite long, hurts me. And what hurts you, hurts me. I promise you, as a member of the community who just wants to make some friends and get immersed in this amazing world of JEDI, that I will clean myself up and make a change to provide as much Role Play and immersion as I can. All I really want is a place in the community and the hearts of those in it.
If you've read this, and you've been affected by my less-than-civilized actions or not, I can't ask you to forgive me, but to let me show you that I will do my best to fit in and stop immaturity in its tracks.
Thank you for reading.
-Galen Sol
I've been a member of the community for 5 months now, and that is surely long enough for me to understand that rules and policies of JEDI, which I absolutely respect, despite my actions. I feel I've grown extremely comfortable here, but I've let my habits become a problem. I hate, and I mean absolutely hate hearing that my actions have caused stress, and I'm working right now to nip the problem at the bud. No doubt, it'll take just a little bit of time to transition, but I promise that I'll do my best to reflect these changes on-server and elsewhere.
My problem stemmed from a few small habits here and there, an OOC PM, some actions in game here and there, but as time went on and I grew comfortable, it was just that: I was too comfortable. Nobody had approached me on the subject before, even though they shouldn't have had to considering I should have known what I was doing was wrong. I've always like making people laugh, but sometimes too much silliness is just immersion-breaking and annoying, and I do recognize that.
I love JEDI without a second thought or hesitation, and to harm the thing I've loved for what seems like such a short time, but in reality was actually quite long, hurts me. And what hurts you, hurts me. I promise you, as a member of the community who just wants to make some friends and get immersed in this amazing world of JEDI, that I will clean myself up and make a change to provide as much Role Play and immersion as I can. All I really want is a place in the community and the hearts of those in it.
If you've read this, and you've been affected by my less-than-civilized actions or not, I can't ask you to forgive me, but to let me show you that I will do my best to fit in and stop immaturity in its tracks.
Thank you for reading.
-Galen Sol